To my dear blog.
Today felt like the calm after the storm, but it did an uneasy calm, not being quite sure if the waters had settled, knowing that I’m still a long way from shore.
Last nights meeting still smarts, and I woke up this morning thinking ‘actually it isn’t my fault after all’ then realized that’s much of my problem I don’t accept responsibility for my problems.
It was a long day at CTC, 1 Corinithans 10 & 11 is a challenging passage looking about the legalism in the church and the famous passage on God not tempting us beyond what we can bear, meaning that we will indeed face temptation but God always has and always will provide a way out – him, will have to read up on that passage sometime soon, had a gr8 and honest lunch with my friends then a sleepy afternoon – note to self, stop sleeping in afternoon.
I think there are three major things I must work on in the coming weeks, not even months but weeks,
My personal holiness, striving to know God more and to serve him more through good quite times,
My service her for the crew I work for, including my attitude being one centred on God not on my own wants.
Healing the relationships I have damaged
I tried to understand Romans 2:12 – 3:20 today on the tube and got very little understanding more than a pebble in an ocean kind of understanding!
rhys